Life goes on.
lil something about me
just a simple average girl
wouldn't ask anything for more
i love myself first before i love others
respect me for who i am not what i am
im contented with what i have now
Saturday, February 28, 2009!
HandWritten on; 4:23 PM
everything is alright for now. yarh indeed like again. dang! what's life without ups and downs.thankies Ust
thankies Bibi
staying with me thru the night. hearing me out
motivating and never gave up on me
Thursday, February 26, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:17 PM
you know what adek, thanks alot. just bear in mind, you got Dad on your side. you can anytime made up stories. you made my life any better. hopefully you're expecting me to be gone for good. sooner or later you will get your wish.
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HandWritten on; 2:09 PM
i received my package from SP. and for heaven sake, i don't know how to go about. been prompting Dad to help me out but he was reluctant to do so. reason? all these years of education, Mum always handles everything. while Dad just give the green light on money matters. I'm still stress about it though. for your info, the dateline is TOMORROW! and Mum is coming home tonight! DANG I MISS YOU MUM!! she left for Thailand on Monday. she been calling home saying she got me lots of stuff to get myself prepare for poly. like i said, things among my family are doing alright for now. Alhamdulillah. next up with bibi. yesterday was my last Arabic lesson and also the last time bibi could see me off. it was raining cats and dogs. yet he insisted on sending me. *oh roll eyes* the journey to Bugis, hilarious and tummy holding laughter's please. i had great time with you leh. enjoying each other company is the best. Aminyou made my day by looking at me through the eye
the look that make me feel secure
i thank Allah
Wednesday, February 25, 2009!
HandWritten on; 2:20 PM
now my rainbow was created among my family members. unfortunately not between you and me. maybe i'm over reacting. maybe i was overboard. maybe i was inhuman. oh well i don't know. you left numerous missed calls sadly i guess i was too ego not wanting to answer your calls. maybe it's my fault. what's life without fun? kay maybe not. i don't know what running through my mind. i don't know who am i suppose to confide my problems to. pondering my feelings here is the best. words can't describe my current feeling now. mix feeling. i'm sorry to hurt you. tears roll
lost dada
Monday, February 23, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:48 PM
Langit tak selalunya cerah, adakala mendungnya lama
Dugaan dan ujian hadapai dengan tabah, kerana ada hikmah disebaliknya
direct translation
The sky not always bright, sometimes cloudy for a very long time
Problem and test take it with patience, cause' everything happen for a reason
a lil' something i would remember over a long time
as told by someone i really treasure
hugs kisses
dada who is gonna be stronger
Saturday, February 21, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:59 AM
HAPPY 18Th BIRTHDAY NURHAZIMAH NAHARUDIN!(:
6 years has passed. and its really wonderful to have you as a friend, best friend
do keep in touch yawr (: alahai all those nice words i send you thru sms yesterday. hahha.
do be strong. and never ever give up.
*dah sikit sikit dengan recipe kau*
ILOVEYOU!
on the other hand,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IYLIEE!(:
i couldn't get hold of your age. and also your picts. sorry. but oh well, even though i just know you about a year, indeed you're a bubbly girl.i just like hanging around with you during madrasah
ILOVEYOU leh!
till then semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kamu
xoxo
dada
Thursday, February 19, 2009!
HandWritten on; 4:31 PM
the day i turned 8teen
Ya Allah. im grateful you present me with great friends. Do give them their guidance. Amin
i would like to Thank my Mum and Dad. without you, there wouldn't be 1702. wah! like Grammy awards. Thank You my lovely ones who stayed up waited till the minute hand strike 12 just to wish me Happy Birthday. you know who you are. really I'm touched and contented. those who wish through MSN, calling calling, tagboard and friendster. any form of communication. THANK YOU SOO MUCH!.
160209. Adilla.Zulhan.Syahmi surprised me. dang! Dilla you need to win best actress award sia. i fall for your trick. a cake and care bear! simply the best. thank you lovelies!!!thank you Dilla!
170209. Dad ordered a new Babolat racquet for me and Mum bought me 18 buck top up card. as the card says it all 18! thank you Baba. thank you Mama. Haz drop by my place and chill. went down with Adek. Irfan,Hakim and Zarifi were under my block. all the wrapped up gifts from Haz and a blue rose from Irfan. Canadian dispatch rider came by. i was super utter surprise! really had a good lunch. walked down to Loyang Point. get my specs fix and went to 7-11 "the store and more" since I'm 18. Irfan asked me to get him cigar. i did. sadly to no avail, they don't sell cigar. and and i did try out skateboarding. *hahha* Thanks Hakim. got home and unwrap those prezzies! THANK YOU HAZ *winksiwnks* what a day to remember. THANK YOU BESTIES!180209. met up with bibi. as planned, he fetch me under the block and gave a wrapped gift. catch train headed to Marina Square. catch a movie. (p/s: don't watch valyrie.or whatever it is spell) trust me i slept. trained back to Bugis cause i was craving for Arab cuisine. bibi did his prayers first. while waiting i called Haz. so met up. and grabbed late lunch/dinner at this nice well decorated Arad restaurant at Haji Lane. we didn't know what to order.so instant platter. hahah. and grape sisha. the bread was nice though. the Fi and Mie had lots of smokey fun sisha-ing. settle down, i opened up the thingy that bibi bought for me.*heartbeat* IT WAS VOLCOM BAG!!!!!!! exactly i wanted. i didn't hint. haha. i guess he was observant. thank you! hurried for Arab class. dang late please.-somethings are censored out.only Allah.Haz.Fi Bo and Mie knows-
i really don't know what to type actually. the words are like off key. hahaha. well just so you know.
I.REALLY.WANNA.THANK.YOU.LOVELY.PEOPLE!
xoxo
dada is legal
Monday, February 16, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:00 PM
i guess doing brainless act and rash decisions make you feel like a jerk for that spur second.(if you realise it). yesterday night was rather no-thinking action. you started wailing and complaining about you missing your pen or pencil. and the first thing that trigger my mind was to get you a new pen.(what was i thiking) seriously! after meeting him, got myself settle down and did my prayers. my mind was at ease. i seriously duperly didn't know what was i thiking. like not at all. i guess dumbly in love? hahahha. i wish you much luck for your papers. and to you too Adilla [: you guys can do it. insya Allah. have faith love ones
-turning 18 tomorrow-
xoxo
dada
Saturday, February 14, 2009!
HandWritten on; 5:49 PM
everybody seem to be sending and receiving love. well that's for those who celebrates. on the other hand, certain people don't mark this date cause it doesn't give any significant reason to some religion. As for myself, i stand on my own beliefs. just stop and think why do you need these dates to show love when you got 365 days to show how much you love the other you. why do you have to wait mother or fathers' day just to show how much you care and making those words on how precious they are to you when you got all your years living and breathing but yet you wait for this particular date. that's how i think now after learning about it much more detail. simply, they are just right before your eyes. anytime, any minute its just words away for you to say it[: trust me, true lover accept for who you are. p/s: Adilla sweetheart do be strong [:
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HandWritten on; 9:58 AM
its been 11 years and still counting. even though we're on our own different ways. we never stop to pause and ask about one another [: Marilyn now is a Mummy. she gonna be a good Mummy. As for me,Sharon and Steve godmother and father. quite true though, Marilyn gonna settle down first. we talked over lunch and updates. indeed NEOPRINT is still our tradition every meet up. i hope 482835 years down the road, the machine is still available. long lasting friendship [:
Mar Mar,Yie Yie,Dada,Steve [:
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HandWritten on; 9:31 AM
Bubbly
-Colbie something- *hahhaha*
salutations,
my last proper post was on 30 Jan. and now? 14 Feb.
i guess I really got myself occupied and kill time
on the other hand, i was not in the mood to blog too
well mixed feelings.
get going now.i will only updates days that was really hilarious and rolling moments big time
2nd Feb!
Happy 20Th *wait or is it 21st?* Birthday Hakim!
11th Feb! *Wednesday*
it was all in the plan not to go Arab class with Haz.
cause i plan to get her stuff
so lied told her that, dad wished to send me there
things when smoothly when i thought she fell for it
text *winkswinks* to meet up
his "surprise" didn't work though. haha.
he wanted to be right before my eyes when i'm out from home
sadly, mission fail. nevertheless, the thought that counts
*i just like the way you surprise me in your own dumb2 way*
as planned, to get Haz stuff
we headed down to Bugis
treasure hunting for that stuff gave me empty stomach
*i was really hungry, but then wanna cover up*
after fruitless searching, someone said we go to the place got alot of guitar
then i was like "Yamaha?"
he said: nonono. got alot of books too,near national library
i said: ohhhh! tooot tooot tooot
*i wouldn't want to reveal where we go cause i know you're reading this*
so we walked and walked
reached the toot toot place, did another hunt.
it was really hard to get it *i think*
then someone gave another solution since time is running out
to go to the bestest place ever! *hahhaa I'm trying my best not to reveal*
i was glad+relieve+excited+hungry+satisfied
i hope she like it *winskwinks not in cacat way*
on our way back to Golden Landmark,
the call, the sudden bump all went WRONG!
ahhahah. super hilarious and ass rolling big time
i wonder what kind of face i put up. the reaction! hahahha
act casually. nothing happen.
grab tea at this Mama shop
*winkswinks* came by. *I'm sorry i got to leave you behind*
class starts. and trust me that was only Wednesday [:
I'm sure this one is a lengthy post. i think i stop for now. its quite long for only a day event.
will update the mini gathering with all time besties [:
p/s: its 17 february [:
till now, cheerios!
Allah gave me strength
Thursday, February 12, 2009!
HandWritten on; 4:21 PM
I could have got myself panda eyes if i stayed over
I guess True Friends Last Long
Wednesday, February 11, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:52 PM
AIAYYAYAYAYYAYAY!!comp crash and now it has revive!! *muahahhaha*will update soon. and and for your info, im better than ever (:thankies for the suppppooorttsss yawr!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:34 PM
out.of.handeverything don't seem the way it suppose to be.Only Allah knows.
