Life goes on.
lil something about me
just a simple average girl
wouldn't ask anything for more
i love myself first before i love others
respect me for who i am not what i am
im contented with what i have now
Friday, August 29, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:17 PM
will upload the picts
here annnnnnnnnnd in FRIENDSTER!
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
Thursday, August 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:00 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:49 PM
people i came to know in my life had start to drifted apart from their love one
a guy who created rainbows in her world
left her with nothing
befriending was as if a crime to him
all the hopes went down the drain
a couple who lasted more then 3 years
ended just like that
a girl who is confuse whether to go back with her ex
after all the hurtful moments she had
a couple which still standing strong
have to face many difficulties that come by
a girl who thought he would wait for her
ended up with false hopes
what's going to happen next?
just be strong and never let them see your weakest side
!
HandWritten on; 4:35 PM
I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember until I cry
The one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget is good bye
I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears
I sing along
I picked up my phone
And then put it down
random
the song is being played now
miley cyrus : goodbye
this song simply remind me of you
Sunday, August 24, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:10 PM
hours with Nikky
i really tried to do fisheye thingy
its super cool
(i use magnifying glass. how hilarious is that?)
oh well.
weekends was a leg-dragging moments
weather was cooling enough to sleep and don't think bout the world
each time i face my days
i know disputes happens
misfortune
and all those gray stuff that would bring one down
tomorrow prelims
english paper to be exact
am i prepared?
no
Saturday, August 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 8:32 PM
Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head
This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me
I'll set you up against the stars
Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive
Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight
The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied
I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and baby's breath
I covered us with silver leaves
hush sound
wine red
!
HandWritten on; 7:56 PM
mum : da. what time tuition?? (9.30am)
i was super tired rolling rolling hands were in search of my precious handphone
the soothing weather make ma wanna stay at lala land
text tuition teacher
today tuition 1.30 rite?
replied : 1030
WHAT THE HELL!!
sleepy mood was still on
called Hazimah
inform her
she was still in a daze too
so was the rest
mum was on the phone
THANKS MUMMY FOR WAKING ME UP
had tuition
start blaming Kassim
it was rather dry though
MATHS!
with a thousand blink of eye
class ended
Ust treat me and Haz for lunch
THANK YOU UST
and thankies for letting me see the CD thingy
trust me you look cute went ya bald!
ahahahhaha
headed home
mum : are you tired?
me : not really. why?
mum : teman (accompany) me go arab street
in my heart wah liao!
me : hehe . okay. 10 mins
mum : what what. friendster?
me : hahahha. ya!
on the way to out destination
mum start to criticise people
and make fun of people
having mum around during long rides its fun
we communicate in Thai so people wouldn't understand
hahah (recall back during the train ride)
again we did mini shopping
i got myself this nice blouse
long one with a small glittery bag
THANKS MUMMY
head back home
train and bus ride
the look on her face
could tell how tired is she
getting herself occupied with house chores
mum is the best
now.
she is "noisly" talking to her siblings over the phone
i can't imagine life without mum and dad
random
i hope things get better for you,Sue
!
HandWritten on; 7:02 PM
yes Haz i took it from your site. - credits!220808
3 of us
Serina. Hazimah and Myself
we catch a movie 4bia (phobia)
aim : relieve stress
next week (monday is our first prelim papers)
the movie
friggin ghostly for god sake
shook all the balls! hahahahah
and i bump into Hazwan girl bestfriend
" i soo recognized her" (first impression when i saw her)
oh well
and i bump into Haikal (yes my ex)
wah his gang!
macam wanna beat me up
hahahaha
wasn't scared la
he is just a lil kiddo to me!
(i know you gonna read this. hahaha)
accompany Serina to interchange
pity her leg man
then headed home took bus 3
the look of him
make me go to cloud 9! (you know what i mean Haz)
overall. i had splendid time with the girls.
and to my dearest Irfan Hariz
don't feel dishearted i'm always here for you (:
believe in yourself you can do it
and trust me i've always have faith in you
HAVE I TOLD YOU?
i bought 2 pairs of flops for $10 bucks
hell i love the design
went mini shopping with the family (together with Uncle Nadid)
on Monday at Parkway
had dinner at Banquet
then!!!
my eyes!
i fell in love with the flops
love at first site!
me : can i have that ma?
mum : what thing?
(i bring her to the shop)
me : eherm this!
mum : wah liao! you got banyak (lots) at home then you want this? funny arh?
me : ok lor nvm
mum to seller : you got her size?
me : eherm! mine is 39 arh mi!!
mum : i know. (laugh)
me : wah the blue nice match with my putih(white) skirt
mum : yah. get another pair la
me: really? aiyah nvm la. one enough
mum : ok lor
me : ya ok lor
eventually she pick out for me the other pair
she pickd the brown colour
dad to mum : another pair arh?
mum : your daughter mah!
I JUST LOVE MY DEAREST FAMILY
random
apit Get well soon ya
in anyway cheer up
you're not alone
Thursday, August 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:11 PM
few more months im out
Wednesday, August 20, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:05 PM
everything is alright now i suppose
let it flow
oh oh
I've took part in this competition thingy (:
and
yesh! hazz!! I've submitted the pictures
you don't believe go check it out yourself later
(got some error la. i don't know what the hell it is)
was bored to death
okay. that was the fun part
on the other hand
today was rather a cheery day to me than a dead dry one
school was okay
and DO YOU KNOW?
this year photo taking
we could like
choose where the picture to be taken?
can you guys imagine how nice it is to be a graduating class
*bubbles*
thought of using Mr Yap car
had my first chem practical thingy
blah blah blah
was attentive in Geog lesson (ironic)
oh oh!
imran new hairstyle is the bomb
(if you're thinking whatever you're thinking ERASE that away. its a straight NO!)
i had my English O'level Oral
while waiting for my turn
Hazimah,Jun Xian, Alvin, Cher Yang and myself
had a partially serious talk bout which polytechnic to go
what course?
all those
where which why!
then had some "small" laughter
my heart was dragged when it was my turn
i was so scared to death (no joke)
English is the key to success in your life (i think)
oh well that was school time
after the hectic/cheery school time i had
headed home with Muhaimin
while waiting for double deck bus 17
had a dumb chat with PPL and whatever your name is kiddo
and THEN!!!
guess who i saw
GOSH!! AYUB!!! haiyo!
had been 1654815451485192646 years since i last saw him
still the same though
short as ever for a guy i mean
board the bus
alight
wait for his bus
while waiting camwhore!!
MUHAIMIN i want the PICTURES!!
and stop rambling about my handphone will ya?
so i guess this is it
try to mug here (yesh i am trying)
Chemistry homework here i come
Monday, August 18, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4:06 PM
supposed to be studying. mugging hard like any other students who basically sitting for O level this year.
(which is like in 2 mths time,what am i doing? i dont now)
as time past
true friends shows
not mentioning those who really stay and actually help you out and listen to you
rather than leaving you
(cliche? i think so)
im weary of what so ever
all those we been through blah blah
it simply went down the drain (i guess)
the world is on my shoulders now
like simply
EVERYTHING
tell me something new
define Friend?
anybody?
at times true friends stays
but to my own point of view
certain friends who you say "friend friend"
just want you to entertain them
when they are in trouble they heads up look for you
when they are in an ease mode
hell i don't bother about you
so far
that's how i define certain friends
another type of friend
long lost friend
even though did not contact for over a certain time
they still somehow understand what you're going through
on the other hand
friend that suck your blood and get on your nerves
hahhah
i dont want go any further into that
haiya
why do i have to make things complicated
let it happen
i don't care what others think about me
before i end off
just wanna wish Ebrahim
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
you had a great friend indeed
all those wisdom "msn" chat we had
in my head for good
thanks bro (;
i've always appreciate what you had done
*winkswinks*
Saturday, August 16, 2008!
HandWritten on; 11:53 PM
its better off to be alone sometimes
when you're alone
FREEDOM
you basically don't have to bother about your other half
but then
when you intend to sit down
watch the world go by
couples in love
all those sappy stuff
make you feel like a "loser"
(that's how i feel sometimes)
but having someone by your its great
be it your love ones or your peeps
cause they will always be there for you
but think again
"will they ever understand you?"
this thing just jump "poof" into my mind box
think again
i'm simply afraid to fall in love again
the recent one made me learn a lesson
never trust a guy easily
i'm having prejudice against some men
they tend to take advantage of us, ladies
maybe some
when you're bored with the girl
you hop to another
a girl take a long time to heal
a guy "speechless"
with a blink of an eye
"ting" move on
people nowadays
*sigh*
haiyo yo!. sleeping now! nites
!
HandWritten on; 11:45 PM
Mr. Fuyooo is Mr Bruce Lee
"hahahh"
Friday, August 15, 2008!
HandWritten on; 8:07 PM
will you ever learn?
random
is Mr.Fuyooooo gonna save me in this mess im in?
help me will ya?
!
HandWritten on; 4:19 PM
eventhough it was an atrocious day for me
every rainy day end of with a rainbow
bad boys humilates me alot
like big time
big bro say its okay (you know what i'm gonna do *winkswinks*)
i just love the family support
i simply love my family
"everything is alright now"
anyways, i went all RED when i read his blog
WhatTheHell
okay. self control
suppose to get my Bicycle Card with Yun Chang and Ying Hao
unfortunately something crop up
i'm sorry boys
next trip to Magic Hall
i die die wanna follow
random stuff
do you guys ever think of running for marathon?
well. its so at the back of my head
im joining 10km marathon Standard Chartered thing after my O levels
get myself involve with "Masjid" (mosque) thing
get back with my old peeps - old times
pick up new language (dad encourage me to take Chinese, Arab and !!! Japanese)
i want to polish up my tennis not to forget getting my brother to tag along
last but not least, i wanna take up music class (drum and guitar)
LOTSA of stuff to achieve
gotta get my ass going
and start muggin
to dearest for-the-time-being-disable brother
GET WELL SOON!
Thursday, August 14, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:26 PM
occupied
lethargic
annoyed
jubilant
joyless
agitated
!
HandWritten on; 6:09 PM
had lotsa clowning
ohoh
a glimpse of my happiness
i got a b3 for malay
ya i know B3 its like "what the hell? only B3?"
but to me (in my world)
having a B3 its like A1!
hahahah
im happy
and mummy say
"dont have to re-take, i write a letter in Thai for your Teacher if ever they talk much"
hahahhaha
Alhamdulillah
Monday, August 11, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:48 PM
Fernando Torres - soccer player duh'
Zidov - muai Thai fighter
AHHHHH!! ParK Taehwan (he is super cute) - swimmer
nadal!! - tennis player
THESE are the reasons why i love watching sports.
hahahahahahhahah
random post!
*heart beating very fast*
THEY ARE SOO HOT *sizzling* CAN!!
haiyo!
cannot handle
my mummy too okay!
up there Park Taehwan!
my lover
never change after Doha Sea Games!!
can u imagine how long is that
hahahhahaha
Sunday, August 10, 2008!
HandWritten on; 8:23 PM
can you tell how
apt, auspicious, beatific, blessed, blissful, blithe, buoyant, carefree, charmed, cheerful, chipper, content, contented, cosh, delighted, ecstatic, elated, enthusiastic, euphoric, exuberant, exultant, felicitous, fitting, fortunate, gay, glad, gladdened, gracious, gratified, gratifying, halcyon, joyful, joyous, jubilant, light-hearted, lucky, merry, mirthful, nice, overjoyed, pleased, prosperous, providential, radiant, rapturous, ravishing, satisfied, successful, sunny, willing
i am?
!
HandWritten on; 8:19 PM
come back to Singapore safely la dey!
imissyou like alot
random
8.18pm you replyd (:
Saturday, August 9, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:40 AM
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
'm proud to be a Singaporean! woooooo~
and also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE WHO WERE BORN ON THIS DATE TOO!!!
!
HandWritten on; 10:07 AM
1. last person to tag you is?
nurhazimah naharudin
2.your first impression of him or her?
short.caring.talk alot (confirm)
3.the most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
bought for me mp3 (green colour you know) on my 17th birthday.
4.the most memorable thing he or she has said to you?
"you're always strong" "don't give up"
5. if he/she become your lover you will?
ohmygod!!!! thats super lesbian la! to me she like my younger/irritating sis
6. if he/she become your lover, things he/she need to improve on you?
her height! hahhahaha
7. if he/she become your enemy, you will?
pull her till she grow and also pull her hair (you know what i mean) ahahha
8. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
TOO SHORT!
9. the most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now?
get her out from her aunt place ASAP!
10.your overall impression of him/her?
FUYOOOOO!! huggies tight to her (: she's a great friend
11. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
i don't understand this ques.
12. the character you love of yourself is.
"burp!" into people's ear! hahahha
13. the character you hate of yourself is.
running away
14. the most ideal person you wanna be is.
my mum! (: she super strong wonder women!
15. for the people that care and like you, say something to them.
they will always be in my prayers (:
pass this quiz down to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. hazimah
2.adilla
3.dalillah
4.azilla
5.khidir
6.faizal
7.irfan
8.alif bob
9.Ust Firdauz
10.ali!
16.who is no.6 having a relationship with
haha! just broke up!
17. is no.9 male or female?
male!!! he rock in everythingy!!
18. if no. 7 and 10 together will it be a good thing?
OHMYGOD!!! they will be gay!! and OHMYGOD!! they dont know each other at the first place
19. what is no. 2 studying about?
good ques! as far as im concernd she in SP! then hor. she get stress abit la studying abt what she's studying
20. when was the last time you had a chat wif no.3?
yesterday i msgd her. she didnt reply. nvm (: imissher.
21. what kinda band does no.8 like?
all those metal metal tingy! city and colour? i dont know whats that actually. hahah. he had that as his picture for msn.
22.does no.1 hav siblings?
yesh!!!! like alot can? hahhaha
23. will u woo no.3?
hahhah!! we are already an item! hahhaa
24. how about no.7?
OHMYGAY!!!! he is my bestfren for GOD sake!
25. is no.4 single?
hahahahah! i think she is la! but she gonna hav a fling with this cina/muslim guy who tag along with us during ngaji time
26. what is the surname of no.5?
no surname la. dad name je
27. whats the hobby of no.4?
hmmmm. goodd ques!! hahha. i know nuts bout that. bout so far. rubik tingy la. (time to get to know her) hahha
28. does no.5 and no.9 get along?
nope! cause................... THEY DONT KNOW ONE ANOTHER! hahaa
29. where is no.2 studying at?
SP!! Singapore Poly!!!
30. talk something casually abt no.1?
SHORT? thats all i can think of when comes to no. 1 hahhaah
31. have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
hahah! we're good friends (;
32. where does no.9 live?
bedok!!! which side? i forgot
33. what colour does no.4 like?
hahahah! BONUS ques again. pink? cause thats the colour of her blog?. wait i dont know. oopsie
34. are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
nope.but they know each other
35. does no.7 like no.2?
hahhaha! adilla! you know who is irfan? hahhahahah
36. how did you get to know no.2?
sunday class is lurve!!!!
37. does no.1 hav any pets?
yesh like what? tortise!!!! hahahha 2 somemore. grown big!!
38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
OHMYGAY!!! hahhahahahhahahaha. i cant believe this no.7 is sexiest!!! he is okay la! average
those name in this thingy kindly do arh! hahhaha
Friday, August 8, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:15 PM
maybe i do have a crush on him
Wednesday, August 6, 2008!
HandWritten on; 2:55 PM
BYE
Sunday, August 3, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:38 PM
A Sunday that she will remember (for the year)
actually her birthday tomorrow
unfortunately 'm down with mock so ya
(first time use picnik. trust me its GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!)
okay sidetrack
earlier part i had normal-routine religious class
this time round its kinda DIFFERENT!
eherm eherm !
IM kinda OFFICIALLY working in Taqua (only on sundays! haha)
i take Attendance leh!
not easy task you know
i had the BIIGGY (not) responsibilities to do such thing
ohoh
Thankies Haz for bawak-ing the baju (no wonder clothes rate when down)
Thankies Dalillah for the pedas thingy! hahahhaha
ohoh
Ust sorry la i take the drink w/out your permission
it was sooo pedas!
attendance check
lesson resume
then arh!
i had to be relief- "Ustazah"
(u dunno how it feels to be calld Ustazeh! fuyooooooooooooo)
was cool arh
run here and there
Fatin lost her voice
i had a hectic time with not-yet-fully-mentally developed kiddos
wah liao ek!
i pity those Ustazahs
I SALUTE YOU!!
then then later later part
Ngaji time! (read Al-Quran)
ohoh before that arh!
Hidayat say "bye Shaheedah" (just like the olden days)
okayokay!
Ngaji!
today was my first proper lesson
not bad lah for starters.
and and
Adilla was there to guide me
Thank You!
(was in not a calm mode cause cant get thru Abang)
my turn rite
Ust say " not bad .....blah blah blah "
hahha
thanks boss
then arh
my brother actually was waiting for me (thanks Ust Ismail for informing)
Your Very Most Welcome Adilla and Siblings (for sending you guys off)
then arh
we hury hurry
go get cake at prima deli (i think thats how u spell it)
and and
we bought for her Watch leh!!
wah liao eh
ohoh
Ust!!! next time don't menyusahkan diri to give me the brownies
before heading home
half gone
abang eat on the way home
then arh
SURPRISE!!!!
then arh her face kana SQUASH by my brother! (how cute? VERY)
hahhahah
oh my!
i cant believe I'm typing this macam small retard kiddo
aahahha
oh well!!!
ILOVEYOUMUMMY
happy.50th.advance.Birthday.Mummy
credits : Al-Hafiz
Saturday, August 2, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:52 PM
GET THE FRIGGIN OUT OF MY LIFE!
!
HandWritten on; 5:36 PM
why you take things so hard girl?
it doesn't mean you guys last long
like OH MY GOD!!
yay! married couple!
do you know how much you mean to him
loook!
he is my bestfriend
not only him
3 more
these people understand me
you wanna put the blame on me?
go ahead
you're just a small minded biatch!
you simply being soo childish.
grow up girl
thanks la!
and don't worry
i won't disturb your hubby arh
yes Haz i took it from your site. - credits!
Fernando Torres - soccer player duh'
Zidov - muai Thai fighter
AHHHHH!! ParK Taehwan (he is super cute) - swimmer
nadal!! - tennis player
'm proud to be a Singaporean! woooooo~
credits : Al-Hafiz
