Life goes on.
lil something about me
just a simple average girl
wouldn't ask anything for more
i love myself first before i love others
respect me for who i am not what i am
im contented with what i have now
Sunday, June 29, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:38 PM
syababut!
SUNDAY CLASSES!finally threesome again attending sunday class
miss all those dumb/crazy moments.
past few weeks its either adilla not there
or
no mood to crap around!
oh well aside for that
and and
'm very super happy to see nawal and nashiha
MohdZee. tight huggies to iyliee.
this is super what i say tender love of Al-Taqua youths
p/s: got to admit that Adilla and Azilla look great in baju kebaya
p/p/s: Dearest Dalillah i hope things are fine
LESSON LEARNED?
today?
it was kinda hit the nail tingy
not kinda
it hit me like WHOA!
listen to Ust Firdauz talk about relationship
make me think in silence
was super attentive during his teaching
but wasn't during Ust Ismail
hehehhe
having 2 man humming irritating songs on my left
having 2 ladies insanely crapping around on my right
these people are really love
these are basically the reasons why
i always look forward for sundays
i bet next week doubly fun
but sadly i cant bare to have the last lesson with AbgKus ):
like he say
"setiap pertemuan mesti satu hari nanti berpisah"
something like that
REFLECTIONS
its gonna be in malay so don't bother reading
pernahkah sekalipun terlintas bertapa hebatnya kuasa Tuhan?
aku dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah
langit yang sebesar mana aku dapat lihat
Syurga lebih besar dari apa yang kau dan aku lihat setiap hari
adakah aku layak pergi ke Syurga?
mengapa kadang kala aku tidak ingat ini semua
apabila aku teringat
mula berasa takut
takut??
menghadapi-Nya
Labels: me myself and i
Saturday, June 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:42 PM
STOP EATING YOU WHORE
for real big time
've gained weight
promised momo
that i would want to maintain
40kg!!!
(now 43kg)
causssssssseeeee
i wana wear her wedding dress
which has a waist of 23
but hell mine is 28
can u guys actually imagine how skinny my momo is
(for those who hav seen my momo)
she's friggin skinny back then!
now with 4 kiddos!
oh my
to me
she's still perfect *winkswinks*
i know what's running through your small mind
'm friggin thin skinny
blah blah
been eating lotsa junk food
lazing around
not exercising
LOSE WEIGHT
SHAHEEDAH
Labels: no joke
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HandWritten on; 4:23 PM
BOREDOM STRUCK
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HandWritten on; 10:42 AM
tonight
i chat with a non-coral kiddo
whom i use to lepak with
and joke around
and i tell you
he is the crappiest man ever!
oh my
reminisce!
soon gonna have a gathering
yesh!
its after my O you small boy!
we go ice skatin arh!
cant wait cant wait!
cant wait to meet ma boys again!
im the rose
u guys are the torns!
and i promise YOU
when there's rose
NO FIGHTS!
please please please begging
keep in touch ya!
Labels: muahaha~
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HandWritten on; 10:28 AM
He super DID IT
he wore the beanie i got for him
he took picture of himself with it
oh my!
WHAT'S NEXT!
feeling euphoric now
i super cant really expect that he would actually did what he did
Labels: woohoo~
Friday, June 27, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:59 PM
what does it takes
!
HandWritten on; 7:57 PM
MOMENTS
school
school
school
2 person whom i always loook forward in class
Yun Chang and Bernard
finally Yun Chang had clear his tingy ((:
Bernard! you're a hole!
did not turn up fer school!
oh well! its otea
i can't believe that i actually do do do English
unbelieveable!
was very attentive in class today
from English to Mother Tongue then Chemistry Practical
had assembly
supposingly i wanted to go on stage
but dearest weakling was "weak"
terase nampak
after school headed to Dalillah's place
oh my oh my!
misses tones heaps to her and her mother and Zahirah
oh my oh my
Adilla too!
miss you azilla
"CINAPIAN!"
got it from her
i just love today!
maybe i doubly love tmr
tiring though
wonderful time la today
p/s: i cant actually believe my peeps count to see they are at which no.
under my graduating coralites
i mean u guys ACTUALLY COUNT?
cute la dey!
immovingon
Labels: me myself and i
Wednesday, June 25, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:27 PM
HOLIDAYS out
SCHOOLS in
okay i never felt better i suppose
the past which i left
and what when through
it was just for the time
got to wake up now
got to sprint now
got to work doubly hard
JUST SO YOU KNOW
Dad
(i really hope you can read this)
you're simply the greatest dad ever
you willing to sacrifice your time to be with us as a whole
iloveyoudad
Mum
HAHHA! we just got back from ladies outing. you bout me clothes
pamper with tender love
oh my!
'm not embarrass to walk beside you
and laugh out loud to smallest littlest thingy
i have you in me
iloveyoumum
AbgKu Faizal and Family
it was great to see ya again
and dang i miss Adi soooo much!
do take care orite?
iloveyouabgkufaizal
AbgKu Firdaus soon gonna b husband
HAHHA! oh my no more phone calls!
hahahh
remember there was once i called you like super early
due to not being able to sleep
you actually rush home
just to put me to sleep ((:
iloveyouabgufirdaus
AdikKu Sufyan
one word
IRRITANT!
ahha
iloveyouadikkusufyan
NurHazimah Binte Naharudin
you're simply the bestest sis ever
even though i dont hav one
but i always been treating you like my own ((:
iloveyounurhazimah
Ust Firdauzthanks for teaching me
and guide me
takecaretau
Dalillah Zahirah Adilla Azilla
you girls simply make my world go round
muchloves
Graduating Coralites
siqi.ella.yuwen.debbie.anna.sharon.jared.jerome.wallace.
alvin.ebrahim.ying hao.yunchang.june.cecilia.aini.zann.irfa.
faizal.imran.rafiq.hassan.mostafa.danial.
zarifi.suhaida.hernie.vinitha.jeslyn.rudy.xian liang.
lemuel.brandon.kai wen.cher yang.kah jun.nigel.lian eng.
myron.wei fah.bernard.jia jun.teck lee.
jun xian.kong yang.yin han.leon.qingwen.wei yang.ci hui.sean.
stenly.zhiwei.choon keat.syed.jerry.amirul.eddie.mandeep.donovan.
jonathan.melvyn.serina.diyanah.ruijie.anqizhirong.yong xiang.liying.
natasha kang.natasha yow.fazlun.shuyi.
MUCH LUCK FOR O LEVELS!!
AND AND
FOR THE PAST YEARS
IT WAS SUPPER AWESOME!
AL-Taqua Youths
nazreen.sharifah amalina.sufiyan.sufyan.ridhwan.alif bob.alip.farah j.
hidayat.hisham.luqman.al-hafiz.farhan.yuhanis.din.
haikal.ira.izzati.iyliee.sharina.izalina.
widad.hafiz.fadilah.rafiq.faris.imran.naimah.ared.nashiha.nawal
oh my 'm a newbie.
soooo couldn't think who else!
to those whom i didn't mention
thousand apologise ya
preparing to make lotsa memories with you people (:
Marilyn.Steven.Sharon
our friendship is still strong
despite all the "not contacting" thingy
oh well!
11 years of friendship still counting!
since primary school
imissyouguys much!
BUSTERIZORS
khalis.ali.saiful.ryzzal.hubbi.bear.khidir
i miss lepaking with you guys la slenge!
this post as if im dying! hahhahaha
was a random tingy!!
ilovemyself
Labels: learning still
Tuesday, June 24, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:15 PM
AFRAID.PATRIFIED.
PARANOID
things around me are getting worse
but 'm putting up a strong front
and clock is ticking
Labels: save me
Saturday, June 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:04 PM
PISSING ME OFF BIG TIME!
!
HandWritten on; 11:52 AM
TEDIOUS
last post?
18 june
now is like err 20?
oh my!!
summary
things was otea i guess
i dont know
still had up and downs stuff like that
and and!
oh oh!
i gave Hidayat birthday prezzie on thurs ((:
i miss the Beanie!!!!
hahhahaha
i hope he likes it somehow
okay!
'm out of words
not in the mood to post actually
Labels: im otea (:
Thursday, June 19, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:48 AM
IM BACK!
how's things?
anybody kind enough to kepp me updated?
like OMGD.
my typing skills are superb rusty
oh well
imiss Singapore
imiss My circle of friends
imiss everybody
esp YOU
'll try my best to update bout the vacation
one word to describe it
AWESOME!
ilovemyself
Labels: muahaha~
Sunday, June 15, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:31 PM
AWAY TO LALALAND!
BE BACK ON WEDNESDAY!
ilovemyself.
Saturday, June 14, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:21 PM
TIME SPEND WITH NIKKY
i name the camera Nikky ((:
very first "wow" picture i took. at home by the window
trying to do some close up
the top is more like wth. while this is "Hannah Monzimah" 
the BEST ever of the DAY!
oh my! time with Nikky was great.
awesome!! totally.
've yet to master it though
but learing as days past
the sunset was preetay tingy or wad
as for the rest
oh well 'm speechless
oh oh!
lemme tell you the story of this kiddo
up dere up dere
today went outing with Hazimah
bought stuff
SHOES!
psst 2 pairs arh!
i bought renoma tee (:
blah blah blah
SIDETRACK!
okay the kiddo
it was our last pit stop, Simei
so i sat by the Mr Bean store
just playing around with Nikky
while Haz went off getting her bubble tea
came by this cute kiddo
every snap i take
oh gosh!
i sooo feel the happiness
*sound like professional photographer*
then the brother tailed him
lookd down into the drain
can feel the kiddo was like super curious!
the feeel was there
having Nikky is great ((:
p/s: 'm NOT into the brother!
and that brown tee guy walkd past spoils it!
i cant wait for Monday!
Fun awaits!
Dalillah and Zahirah!
yayness or wad?
p/s: thankies Haz for temaning me! iloveyou!
ilovemyself!
ilovetoday!
Labels: learning still
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HandWritten on; 10:16 AM
IN THIS WORLD
IS SIMPLY
ME MYSELF AND I
DONT WORRY ITS NOT ANOTHER EMO POST! HAHAHA
ilovemyself
Labels: muahaha~
Friday, June 13, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:29 PM
hello, haz here. bloody hell, dada beside me here is doing diff pitch of her voice.
i swear, woahhs huge time. nyways hole, thanks for ure ears/bed/presence
and evrything. guahaha, i lurves u. yayness!
NOW DADA CAN SMILE:) stay that way alright.
p/s: dada have hot butt (ive seen it)
Labels: dada is hot nehnehxpokxzxz
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HandWritten on; 3:57 PM
FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN
NIKON COOLPIX P80
FLYERS!!!
I GOT BACK MY SMILE ONCE AGAIN
oh well!!! here it goes!! dramatic day i had today.
was told to we up like super early
get dressed and off meet dad.
really all this years
FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN has always been like everyone bad luck thingy
i guess
but not for me!!we head to Suntec convection hall
couldnt think of anything at that moment
really thought was just another family outing
stuff like that.
IRONICLY!!!! dad was hunting for camera
like ya we hav to get one before going on holidays
it has always been dad tradition to get camera AFTER the holidays
this time was BEFORE!
so worth our hunting for about 2 hours
and and yesh yesh!
found it of cause!!
NIKON COOLPIX P80
cost dad $700
i feel love today
Dad is AWESOME!
so is MUMMY!
not to forget ADIK (:
and and
tonight more massive shopping to be done
getting Adik memory card
and for myself extra camera batt
mission for today:
take the very first picture with Mummy ((:
ohoh!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIDHWAN!!!
ilovemyself
imissmyslef
ilovemyfamily
and i always been loving them (:
Labels: sexay~
Wednesday, June 11, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4:12 PM
DOLEFUL
sorrow last through this night
'll take this piece of you
and hold it for eternity
for just one second i felt whole
as you flew
right through me
you
!
HandWritten on; 1:49 PM
THE FLOW
"you have your own way how to stop from flowing,
and you know how to begin anew flow
or continue from this flow itself"
[told by a man whom i trust most]
i cant hold on any longer
my fingers are at the tip of the cliff
any minute i could just slip and fall
eventually hurting myself
what's next after falling?
having to get up again
and start anew?
'm speechless
'm clueless
imissmyself
ilovemyslef
p/s: are you gratify with what's happening?Labels: me myself and i
Tuesday, June 10, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:20 PM
WRONG TIMING!!!!
things are slipping off my fingers
and im sure its hard to get it back
i wish to hold on to it as tight as before
instead 'm losing it
Labels: ihatenowadays~
Sunday, June 8, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:21 PM
its getting more fragile day by day
dear God, please give me the strength will ya.
'm really holding onto the edge of the cliff
Labels: hold me tight
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HandWritten on; 4:35 PM
i wouldnt wanna say much this time.
but then for your info
i lost my HANDPHONE!
yesh yesh!
and i changd my no.
and and
im soorry to those who followd
Dalillah
Adilla
Azilla
Sufiyan Sulaiman
Sufyan
Luqman
Al Hafiz
Sharifah Amalina
Alif Bob
Yuhanis
Rafiq
last but not least
the man whom i always respect
Ust Firdauz
im soorrry for all the tiring walks we had earlier
i feel guilty big time
i really am sorry
i really need you Muhid!
p/s: fret not. will post bout the night i spent at Taqua
ilovemuhid
Labels: gone
Saturday, June 7, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:17 PM
really in need of you
ilovemuhid
Labels: misses to you~
Friday, June 6, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:56 PM
i just read a good friend of mine blogs'
wanna refer to me
well indirectly??
i think i hit the nail
when 4 becomes 2?
we bitch about you guys?
im simply moving on with the cliques 'm having now
things like "we're bestie"
can u define bestfriend to me?
anyone really!
'm not refering to anyone in particular
but really think again
i dont mind whoever getting close to another soul
your whereabouts hell i don't even bother at all
for real i learn my lesson
what hurts the most is being so close
who wouldn't be frust if once a bestie
and turned out to be this way?
you think i wish things to be like this?
think again.
there's always different route in life
i've always been appreciating what you guys did
'm simply those
you wanna layan
dont wanna layan
your pasal
frankly speaking
the only person that face the world
is only
you yourself
your friends are around to be there
and get you going on with life
Labels: me myself and i
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HandWritten on; 7:21 PM
i really wish you could just be here
embrace me tight
your arms are like my tower
to support
to hold me up
imissyou
ilovemuhid
Labels: hold me tight
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HandWritten on; 6:38 PM
been busy lately
as in supreme utter busy
had frequent breakdown
been scolded
demoralised
time is running out
and i really need THAT a.s.a.p
that's one problem
another would be
'm out of town 16 - 18 June
yesh on HOLIDAY!
i have to bring books still
going with Aunt Yati (Dalilah's' momo)
they're like my family
having Dalillah and Zahirah are like my own sis
we grew up together
that's what you get when our dads are BESTIE fer LONG time
his birthday is on 17 June
that's another problem
where am i at that time?
MALAYSIA-ing
gosh i really don't know what to do
he have yet to know bout me going to Malaysia
i doubt so he even bother at the first place
lots of negative thinking running through my mind
oh Dear God, help me will ya?
ilovemuhid
Labels: hold me tight
Thursday, June 5, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:03 PM
it was just THREESOME
and trust me it was AWESOME
in love with the BABES!
-suppose to get fer Mr Cheerful- hahha
-a photo taking with her doesnt kills-
- yesh yesh it says Wisma Atr'ia-
- a walk to remember?-
supreme utter fun i had i hav to super admit!
ilovemuhid
Labels: sexay~
Tuesday, June 3, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:32 PM
yesh yesh! his the HOTS man! *sizzling*
ferst and formost! i would like to apologiseto Ella
i abandoned you
fer Jared Tan Wen Jie!
you're stil loves!
yesh yesh!
i sat with the HAWT stuff no joke he superbly hawt during the holidays!
had chem tingy today
holes in test tubes
sat among the coolest peeps
Yin Han
Cher Yang
Rafiq
Bernard
p/s: Bernard hav you lik fully chargd ur handphone?
after the WHOLE a-day-scientist-tingy
headed to Whitesand Mall with Haz
checking out stuff to get
prezzies prezzies prezzies!
a suprise one of coz!
i cant say it hear
afraid HE might read or whatsoever!
hope he likes it (:
well just wait fer the day
oh yarhx!
i tink im having toned muscles legs
WHY?
oh well, just did some exercise
me and haz WALKED all the way home from DOWNTOWN
and yesh !
WALKD
and no nort near AT ALL!
ahhaha
but it was lotsa fun
going to the wrong block stuff like dat
continue our journey home
she being worried-aunt- bout her 2 kiddos at home
i slept throughout the day
thinking nothing
to Amirah Wahab! : imissyoubabe! i really wish u were with us ytd ):
meet up soon otea?
iloveyou
to Cuzzie Qiu and Humairah : i had awesome fun (:
ilovemuhid
Labels: im otea (:
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HandWritten on; 9:24 PM
she went to the left the right
hell the car she use stil CRASHD!
kiddo! 
hehe! yesh Dalillah! i can upload the gambar~im soo happy can?
yay!
and to Adilla i really cant wait fer tomorrows outing!
yay!- ness
we head out orite!
its a date!
muahahha
cant wait (:
ilovemuhid
Labels: tuki tuki~
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HandWritten on; 9:10 PM
this is what happens when our dads are siblings
yesh yesh! ferst tingy to mind!
"aites i thought cannort upload pictures?"
i prayed! hahah
WAHLAH!!
ilovemuhid
Labels: sexay~
