Life goes on.
lil something about me
just a simple average girl
wouldn't ask anything for more
i love myself first before i love others
respect me for who i am not what i am
im contented with what i have now
Saturday, May 31, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:26 PM
im feeling down
jst end chatting with my eldest brother
well his married now
and left and have a family to feed
A cute son that all adore
A tall wife to b with my brother
man are meant to get married
im simply missing my eldest brother
even though we have lots of sour times
but still
u're my Brother
to my second eldest brother
u're getting married soon
having your own family too
hence the house which use to consist 6 people
now cutting down to 4
i cant link with my youngest brother
the gap in between is too wide
i share
i cry
i laugh
i wrestle
with the 2 bestest man ever in the family
i just wish you guys all the best alright (:
Labels: humdrum
Friday, May 30, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4:15 PM
running to your embrace
ilovemuhid
Labels: hold me tight
Thursday, May 29, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:57 PM
BUSTERIZORS
-MISSING OF OTH MEMBERS-
gosh!!!
i miss lots to ma boys lots man!
LIK LOTS!!
finnally i realise that how quiet my life is witout THEM!
sooon we head out orite brudders !
u guys better find a day off
and and
dat sungguh would b after O levels!
HELL ONE DAY OF FUN WOULDN'T KILL RITE?
do you guys still rmbr those moments we spent as a huge group
at the podium tingy after recess
after school
waiting one another
u guys treat me lik a small little kiddo
and and RMBR MY MUSHROOM HAIR?
WAHLAU EK !
miss la sey !
i dun care i DEMAND fer a REUNION!!
Labels: no joke
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HandWritten on; 3:22 PM
a day to remember!
i slept throughout the lesson hahaha -featuring KungFu Panda- ferst part of the lesson end at 11 fer that we had social studies
p/s: VENICE IS GORGEOUS!
i wanna go Venice fer honeymoon
ahhahahahahaha
dream on la!
friends fer 5 years straight up and down
left and right
thick and thin
we are still friends (: -a lonely bus ride-
i hav to admit
my bus rides nowadys is quiet and lonely one
strangers around me
couples smmoching
kiddos giggling
well i shut them up
by putting on headphones
ilovemuhid
Labels: hold me tight
Wednesday, May 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:43 PM
tip no. 1 vent anger in the toilet with bestie is the best way to stress reduction tip no. 2
look fer guys with HUGE goggles!
tip no. 3 tip no. 4 do it right
and be a Burglar!
ahahahhahah
tip no. 5 find a study partner who willing to help and let you copy
tip no. 6:
always always have fun while studying!
Holidays already started
Families getting their schedule organized
Going on holidays
Where to?
How many days?
blah blah
but Coral Students have to attend school fer
ferst 2 weeks!
HOLIDAYS?
ilovemuhammadhidayatbinosman!
Labels: tuki tuki~
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HandWritten on; 6:10 PM
having her by my side
would simply kill time.
and make my day go gagaggaga
she's my closest kin
my one and only
she's lik another me
(shorter version)
iloveyou Nurhazimah !
nort SUPPOSE to be in MY handphone !
self entertainin ! hahhaaha
i still love you
and skittles! hahha
lemme remind you
Skittles dont go well with Vitasoy
dumbdumb !
Ust suppose to turn
give me the cert.
but he was too busy
so DIY !
hahahahha
i receive err
15 hours of CIP !
resemblance ?
like father lik son! haha
we had dinner at Eunos Mrt dere
it was sungguh seeeeeddaaaap (:
*droool *
i just miss the sun!
im holding on by the cliff
ilovemuhid
Labels: muahaha~
Monday, May 26, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:05 PM
Tongue Tied - Faber Drive
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said I guess
I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try
I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try
I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
Labels: im otea (:
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HandWritten on; 4:34 PM
everytingy is happening at a super wrong timing!
BUMPY gone!
MUSIC gone!
tell me what's next on the list!
i wish is not u
bring me back pls!
i need BUMPY!
i need MUSIC!
as much as i need YOU yawr pantat!
hahhahaha
current status: gone case!
Labels: gone
Sunday, May 25, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:28 PM
sooner or later im sure i gonna get kicked out from ur box
Labels: no joke
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HandWritten on; 5:20 PM
over reacting sucks yawr!
i was over reacted this past few days
muhahaha
blame me!
sorry dude and dudettes!
fret not. I'm perfectly otea right now
things are back to normal i guess
i hope so (:
i really am sorry to MuhammadHidayatBinOsman Ma Man! you're the best! u bersabar arhx very good very nice heaven i promise nort gonna do so again biatche i am i knowim sorrryy! ILOVEYOUMUHID! to my sexay galfrens!!! you gals are lurved hankies soo much console me hear me wadever you gals did to me is the bestest tingy ever (:
-alip drew this-
to Ust Firdauz
and oso to Farah.J and Alip (:
ILOVEYOU! PEOPLE!
thankies sooo much (:
TO ALL O LEVEL MALAY CANDIDATES!
ALL THE BEST YAWR FER TMR!
DONT FORGET KAMUS!
I/C
AND OF COZ, PRAYERS AND BISMILLAH (:
Labels: im otea (:
Saturday, May 24, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:40 AM
everything seemed to be different
-families-
-love ones-
-friends-
i wish could turned back time
when me and my family were once a happy joyful
thinking nothing but having one another company
i wish i could turned back time
when there was only you and me
nothing else matter
simply I'm just missing you
no words can describe how i feel
i wish i could turn back time
when me and my friends
keep on saying
"bestie for life"
has that phrase went down the drain?
what did we do to stick as bestie?
bitching about one another?
where have all these moments gone to?
its is known as memories fer now
but why I'm not creating new ones?
why am i wanting to go back time?
it is because i hate nowadays!
in silence i cry
Labels: hold me tight
Friday, May 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:59 PM
classmates that when over to 5/2 are deeply missed can?
esp Zann ):
warm huggies. laughters. seeing u from afar.
imissyou!
fer past few days
someone took the sun away from Ella
everytingy been grey to her
Be Strong Loves (:
Labels: misses~
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HandWritten on; 5:29 PM
i hope u read this
I'm really am truly superbly sorry bout just now
let me list down ALL the wrongdoing i did today towards Mr.Hidayat.
supposedly meet at Al-Taqua Mosque
decided/unconfirmed yesterday
I'm in school uniform
cant expect me go in with skirts
plus don't feel like going home
hence ended getting him to come over to Pasir Ris Library
fer that I'M SORRY!
i did try my to do close passage
with you demoralising me LIKE HELL!
could make me cry
didn't do much. but attitude towards you
took your time to teach me Malay and stuff
fer that I'M SORRY!
we got to run out
to catch the bus so that you would reach home on time
your shoulders was all i needed fer the day
thats include your hand
holding mine tight
through the ride
a quiet but sweet one
simply making me missing you more
fer that I'M SORRY!
we barely knew each other
but as days past
you helping me out with my studies
being ferocious teacher
telling and shutting me off
this was all for my own good
like what you said (:
hearing me out when i cry
pulling me back up when I'm down
putting me to sleep
every smallest littleness things you do for me
i appreciated much
i don't regret
knowing you
being with you (literally)
in other words
ILOVEYOU!
Labels: misses to you~
Wednesday, May 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:15 PM
im runnin to you wanting u to embrace me tite wouldnt wanna let go make me laugh like there's no tomorrow sleep on your shoulders holding me tight and make me feel like im wanted im just missing you badly. i always say that all i wann is to be beside you and the only thing that is moving is me and you and watch the time past iloveyou,baby you and me - lifehouse
Labels: hold me tight
Monday, May 19, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:18 AM
AL-TAQUA YOUTHS "OUTING"
-missing of Dalillah- ):
sunday people are those people whom i always look forward
to hav fun together
going thru the age of youth together.
im gald im part of the family
and heaven they are lik brothers and sisters to me (:
every single soul is kind and friendly
dats include Ust Firdauz
he taught me patience
he taught me appreciating tings around me
be it small or big
missing of Dalillah
imissyou so much
i wish u were dere ytd
i had splendid time wit my 3rd Family (:
eventhough it was tiring tingy
i stayd till 3 plus wait fer
muhammadhidayatbinosman
having sticker tudung thanks to Hafiz
having a yummy breakfast wit galfrens (:
group photo (:
mini bites wit Nazreen
getting to talk again wit Alib Bob (:
bus ride home wit a non-stop story teller
and oso Faheem (:
really this people are lurve
i will always look up to them (: wit that pls guide me.
Labels: sunday~
Sunday, May 18, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:09 PM
taking pictures with the smaller kiddos kills time
heheeeeh
dey are super cute can?
after hours of playing and jumping
taking a picture wit me fer awhile
perspiration all been wipe onto me
haha
especially Muhd Sufyan
duh' his my irritating brother!
having to sacrifice fer my wiling-cuzzy
whose father is my fathers brother
hence the mother also same
hahahhaha
dats soo random!
iloveyou much cuzzy!
i'll do anytingy fer u
as long u dont wail any further
hahahhaha
having this gathering tingy its nort a bad idea afterall
i've not been seeing my oth cuzzies
fer quite sometime
haahhaha
nort meeting her Baby kills her!
i love my family! this is the bestest "family" pict i ever had. usually dad wldnt wanna take a family photo but den dat night he said lets take i was sooo moved (: i loveyoudad!iloveyoumum! and of coz iloveyouBro (:
Labels: tuki tuki~